It doesn't matter if I feel it or not.
It's all about the paper work now,
No one asks me, "Whom did you help today?"
It doesn't matter if I healed or harmed,
As long as I write it correctly.
But now and then,
Just often enough to stimulate the reward centers in my cynical brain
Just often enough to keep the addiction to making a difference alive
I know. And I feel it again.